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A Different State

I used to have an active social life, to the point where staying home and not spending my evening out on the weekends was a luxury.  I deeply valued my alone time where I could just stay home, watch whatever … Continue reading

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A cold night

The wind blows cold outside my small apartment. I can hear it moving through the trees and the wind chimes that hang outside a neighbors door. Inside it is just as cold, even though I have the heater on. I … Continue reading

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I must remind myself…..

….that I am not the center of the universe, not even my universe…..not anymore. Nothing has gone right since I got to Bakersfield on Saturday afternoon.  Well, let me rephrase, nothing has gone the way I want it to….nothing has … Continue reading

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