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Frustration

I am so frustrated right now.  My mom informed me that she would no longer be helping me with daycare, and that’s fine.  I talked to my baby’s daddy about it and he offered to watch our daughter, but she … Continue reading

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Control Issues

My mother has never been able to control me.  She couldn’t when I was a baby, a toddler, a child, a teenager, an adult…never.  I was always a constant source of frustration with her, one that she has commented on … Continue reading

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Single Parent…kinda

I feel like a single parent.  I know I am one, but tonight I FEEL like one and this makes me sad.  Rachel’s daddy doesn’t feel like he’s a Daddy to me, he feels like a babysitter.   It was hard … Continue reading

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Out of the Fog

I’m finally fully functional again….well, almost.  I’m still hungover from the beating my brain took Sunday and Monday.  This wasn’t a 20 rounds with Mike Tyson beating, this was an LAPD beating that lasted for two days, like uniformed officers … Continue reading

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I must remind myself…..

….that I am not the center of the universe, not even my universe…..not anymore. Nothing has gone right since I got to Bakersfield on Saturday afternoon.  Well, let me rephrase, nothing has gone the way I want it to….nothing has … Continue reading

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