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Mrs. Brown

Mrs. Brown was once a very beautiful young woman.  Her thick brown hair was always styled, her make-up applied before she left her bedroom, and her dress was impeccable.  A charm school graduate, she was always perfectly poised, always polite, … Continue reading

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Nightmare

Last night I put my 8 month old baby girl into her crib.  She was wearing a white, long sleeved footie sleeper and seemed comfortable even though the weather was warm. The light fabric kept her cool. I layed her … Continue reading

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No parent should have to bury their child

I read a blog today.  One, single blog entry brought me to tears and made me cry harder than I have in weeks.  It was sweet and sad and terrifying all at once. What blog could bring me to tears … Continue reading

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Fear

I find myself afraid of a lot of things lately: Afraid of going through life alone. Afraid of being a bad mommy. Afraid of my child dying before old age claims her. Afraid I’ll not be able to provide for … Continue reading

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Don’t Panic…..

….which is what I have been telling myself most of the evening.  As usual, I didn’t listen to myself. So what caused this emotional turmoil?  I hadn’t heard from my baby’s daddy much over the last few days, if at … Continue reading

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